Why Why Why Why
Today was horrible.
It came so close, so close during Maths, so close during Guides.
I can never ever do graphs.
I can never ever do speeches.
Why? Why can't I?
Confidence is a life skill, it's not just a badge. I know that, Ms Law.
Or do I?
Confidence is my fear.
Why?
Why?
Don't bother. Because you, you will never understand. Because you're not me and anyway you don't seem to bother or care, don't you.
Why is it so hard to let it all out at once and cry?
Or do I have to cry once for every moment of pain I've had? Then I'll be crying non-stop for 5 years. 5 years because of what they call is a blessing. The irony is amazing.
It came so close, so close during Maths, so close during Guides.
I can never ever do graphs.
I can never ever do speeches.
Why? Why can't I?
Confidence is a life skill, it's not just a badge. I know that, Ms Law.
Or do I?
Confidence is my fear.
Why?
Why?
Don't bother. Because you, you will never understand. Because you're not me and anyway you don't seem to bother or care, don't you.
Why is it so hard to let it all out at once and cry?
Or do I have to cry once for every moment of pain I've had? Then I'll be crying non-stop for 5 years. 5 years because of what they call is a blessing. The irony is amazing.
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