i'll find you mighty and strong

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Loneliness is a bitter thing in your mouth, whose taste never goes away.

Signing off,10:41 PM
Child of god

9th MJC ODAC

No more blue instructor shirts everywhere on weds and orange instructor shirts on fri, with ODAC printed big and proud on our backs. No more chilling out sessions on wed and fri evenings, or having fun building structures 5 times our height with just our bare hands, or trudging up and down mud paths while hearing the breath of your team mates in front and behind you. No more encouraging and pushing each other to stretch your leg for the next step and keep running.

9th MJC ODAC: A fun-filled family filled with love, strong and discipline, transcending all boundaries as one.

And bonded as one we were. (:

Signing off,10:33 PM
Child of god

Last event - i love you ODAC

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Just had Expose last night. And man, i'm tired. We're all tired. But it was a good race, super intense and plot twists.

Met at Tanah Merah in our orange shirts, then they headed to the pool. Kaifeng, Xiuyun, Weiliang, Simin, Joaquin and i went to ecp to get the bikes. After all the groups had left, we headed to Macs with the other J2s. And studied from 1030 to 0230. Crazy. Then some played bridge, some started studying and some (like me and Jojo) slept. Haha i was brain-dead so i took a 20min nap. We left Macs at 0300 to set up our stations. Then after all the groups have passed Zhihao and I went to Manda, Jojo and Joaq's station to slack. Haha Manda and i had some good quality time while the others slept. Then when the other groups who skipped our station passed by, Zhihao and i walked back with them.

Yup so this is what happened. Chenhao left the pool first with a 25min lead, with Rhine behind him and Keith in 5th place. At the bike vendor, Keith reached first and Chenhao was behind him by 10 mins. Haha Keith's group has Yuxuan, who is familiar with the Bedok area and led them through a shortcut. And Chenhao played fair too, so their group walked to Kembangan and walked back to Ecp. Then 3rd was Rhine, then Nicholas, Haoyang and Yaozhi.

Cycling went smoothly, though Rhine and Haoyang's plotting was a bit off so they took a while to find the building. And Fort Canning was closed. Oh Keith told me that when they were heading from Vivo to Helix Bridge, the J1s just cycling on the highway until they hit the city, then they oriented themselves in the direction of MBS and cycling straight until they found the bridge, which is beside MBS. Smart, really, and strong cyclists with good navigation.

They all finished cycling without any casualties, and Keith, Yaozhi and Haoyang's came to Zhihao and my station. The others skipped it because it was occupied. All teams reached our station within 5-10 mins of each other. Haoyang's group was seriously dead, esp Priya. Haha then Rhine's group overshot the Sailing Centre and walked all the way past the MOE campsite, through the path of tall weeds and all the way until the start of the road that is next to the airport runway. Haha cos when they were close to the station, they met Nich who said that it is still very far. And they were on the wrong side of the road so they couldn't see the station. So after a long while Rhine called Jiaji and Dawn. Jiaji said they were at a hut, and Rhine thought he saw the outline of a hut in the dark far away. Rhine took out his headlight and waved, and this guy in orange waved back. Just nice Jiaji met Nich, who was waving too. And then Rhine called Dawn, and then he stopped walking, and just nice Dawn said, ehh did you stop walking? But it was Haoyang's group.

Hahaha seriously joke, so in the end Rhine's group was last, Haoyang 5th, Yaozhi 4th, Nicholas 3rd, Chenhao 2nd (sadly) and Keith 1st. *round of applause*

Hope the J1s will be able to manage and work together with their exco, not just under the exco. And that the exco will exceed their duties and bring everyone with them.

I love you, 9th MJC ODAC. I may be a small member, the most cui (physically, but i know i contribute through skills), but I'm really thankful for all the warmth we've shared. (: And I hope that I supported everyone else well.

Signing off,9:17 PM
Child of god

12.34am

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

12.30 and I am supposed to sleep at one. Means I should be preparing to sleep now. Haha. Aka I haven't studied today, other than falling asleep on the bus while reading the Econs notes I was supposed to finish LAST week. Ahh well, at least I managed to keep myself from burning out, which would mean no work for 2 weeks.

Watched MSG's finals against RIJC, lost at the last minute cos of a desperate goal. Sigh we should have won. Guess it goes to show that if you really want something, that's when you'll "just do it".

Anyway, I need to listen more. Open my eyes and my heart.

Really miss Purity :(

Signing off,12:28 AM
Child of god

Thoughts

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Sometimes.... i just really can't wait for the End of Days to come. No more living, no more dying, no more decisions, no more living up to people's expectations. Only either constant joy or constant pain. Constant. Seems nice if you ask me.

Reading Shiying's blog and i realise, we think in the same way. Haha interesting. Just sad that people like us tend not to click too well together. It would be too crazy and overwhelming haha.

And something she mentioned about our imperfections and constantly seeking to become better and knowing more. Hold on to your imperfections, cos God made your imperfections into things that makes you perfect. Aim to be like Jesus and find yourself in Him. Find yourself, not a "perfect human". Also, don't seek to know more, cos you may end up focussing on science and lose faith. Rather, just be content that HE knows and trust in that. Trust in Him.

Is it bad to love someone too much to the point that it becomes irritating? :(

Signing off,11:46 PM
Child of god

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Oh my gosh thank God, found out how to get back the old template :D

Thank you God. (:

Now time to study. [:

Need to learn to trust God to grant me strength. |:

Signing off,10:03 PM
Child of god

Monday, April 23, 2012

Okay deleted the previous post cos i was all angsty then haha.

Anyway, Blogger changed their website format so i was exploring it. And now they have lots of templates that users can use and customize. It also said that if you didn't like it, you can change it back to the old one. So I clicked on a random one. And it wouldn't go back to my old template. (hides in corner and cry T.T) Found the same blogskin but it wouldn't stay cos of some funny errors. And mac doesn't allow me to see the others in a text format instead of translating the formatting into pics. So I gotta settle for this one.

Maybe i'll switch to another site. Or make a new blog. Whatever it is, it'll be the first time i ever change this URL.

Signing off,6:23 PM
Child of god