Pushing.

Wow. I really admire Nicole Chan. One mark away from an A for Maths.

And only 2 years ago, it was F9s. Amazing. Really admirable.

No one in CJ to push her so she's pushing herself. St Nicks was so sheltered.

So why can't I do that too? What's stopping me? What's stopping me from getting an S in the next test?

I don't know. Fear maybe.

Guess I've never really gotten up after that hard fall. It took me 4 days to truly smile again.

Still, I want to do it. No trying, there is no second chance, you can't turn back time.