Haish. The first 2 weeks are okay. But the third week, its really the worst.

I just want to give up, so much easier.

But circumstances are that that's not an option. Sad.

Anyway, Teachers' Day was good I guess. Just that I was super moody. Wanted to cry so many times. Cry on Chermin's shoulder again. Haha nay. Our agreement that we'll be a shoulder for each other to cry on. :) I still owe her one.

Sometimes I wonder if I should get out of the clique, quietly off course. And keep it from Ethel. I still wish Ethel stayed here. So I wouldn't be so lonely. But that's being selfish, no?

Fear is a lonely thing. And loneliness does nothing but make you stronger and grow from the pain.