Recent

Wanted to come here to collate all the thoughts I've had these past few weeks, but I saw a video on FB about ISIS terror in Iraq and.... All these things seem small in the light of such great loss and fear.

Some thoughts

• Realising I still have problems with basic trust, and perhaps it's because at a crucial point in my childhood, I made a very strong decision to never trust anyone again. An orphan spirit.
• Yet now, realising that God is the good good Father, the perfected parentage.
• Challenged to love, because of Christ's overwhelming demonstration of love
• Praying with Hosoo and Burmaa to grow closer to our parents
• Realising that service is my idol and vain ambition - wanting to prove my worth through my service
• Not about what I do
• Need to set it down, surrender and submit it to God and HIS purposes
• Learning to pray and think with eternity in mind
• Joy amidst hardships and sacrifices, like the Mongolian staff-workers & volunteers
• Realising that I had set up walls because I could not cope with the shock of being thrown into Exco. I have become harsh and unforgiving, utterly objective in my agendas.

Pray for

• Mongolia
• Iraq
• Parents & family
• A soft heart.